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Overthinking

Posted on by Chloe Happ
My supercute work keyboard
My supercute work keyboard
My bloody happy table with birthday balloons!
My bloody happy table with birthday balloons!
My cosy corner lamp
My cosy corner IKEA lamp

This is supposed to be a happy-go-lucky, ditzy meets frivolous blog. But I find myself over-writing lately.

I’m obviously in a fantastic place but I am not satisfied. This 5-year plan… it’s so hard just to go with the flow and enjoy everything that comes.

It all boils down to my insecurity. I am giving myself 1 year to figure out if I’m even good at my job – not just mere competent. It doesn’t help when even after 4 years, I’m told “it’s still the early stages” and that I’m still “learning”. I don’t mind being a cog in the wheel but I want to be a well-oiled cog.

HAIZZZ… I give myself too much pressure sometimes. What’s wrong? If only life is just shopping and eating everyday. Woe BEGONE!

 

imma fatty! Say hello to my food stash!
imma fatty! Say hello to my food stash at work!
A drawer full of beauty products!
A drawer full of beauty products!

Author:

I produced an indie music festival in Singapore for 7years before I moved to the US to be with my indie game dev husband Tom who made Axiom Verge and Axiom Verge 2. We live in Los Angeles, California with our son Alastair (named for Alastair Reynolds) and our dog Goliath (named for his size).

2 thoughts on “Overthinking”

    1. Hahhaaha Lisa…

      actually I don’t look foward to retiring. I do love going to work and meeting my friends at work. I can’t imagine if I don’t have a full time job somewhere

      Reply

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